Affies

V.


Wednesday, January 12, 2011 * 5:43 PM


Girls, it's suffering and I'm dying. I really wanted to tell you guys but I really can't, the other part of me told me I can't and I will not.

Girls, I miss you guys. Really a lot. I wanted hugs from you guys. I really can't endure it, I cried and cried. After all those Nick's shit. I'm exhausted. I'm afraid of all those love stuffs. I couldn't handle another, but i realize it wasn't up to me.


X, this is killing me. I love N, and yet a feeling was coming that I'm falling for this fucking jerk ( another guy ). He never really take all these relationship seriously and he loves to flirt. He pisses me off and I can't handle it. I don't want him to fall for anyone.


But it's killing me. I really need you guys and those hugs right now.

Can someone please be there for me and tell me everything's going to be alright?
Girls, i don't want life to be ruined. But it's so hard for me. .


siaochabohs. | post by xjav